One word to sum up the last 10 days? Hija

I began the week in the best possible way, waking up at 5.20am so I could get to work at 7am. I am too professional. The reason I was getting up so early was that I had a project that needed a lot of work to be done, but we had to go to a mandatory town hall meeting that would last a couple of hours and I was meeting up with a friend after work so I needed the hours! Getting up wasn’t so bad, but the meeting was dull. I might have been rude a bit too loud too! I was sitting at the back with my friends Jay and Philamena, and I saw someone at the front wearing ruffles, so I announced “It’s always going to be a good meeting when someone is wearing ruffles,” and followed that up with “I wish someone had told me it was ‘come in 18th century dress’ day” and then found out she is the Global Talent Manager. Whoops. And then the meeting got so boring that I was reduced to eating energy gum as quick as possible to see if anything would happen.

After work, I met up with my friend Yazz. Yazz used to work at my office, and we got on well so I am keeping her on my friend list. We went to Chinatown to the back-street noodle place that Daisy introduced me too, and had lots of interesting talks. I told her about the things happening with hija, and she looked very happy for me. We went for bubble tea after, and I missed a call from hija and then got a text saying “No more kisses for you!” which made me laugh.

On Tuesday, I again got up at 5.20am and had so much to do that I started to work at 6.10am on the train. It was one of those days. We found out at 3pm that the report that we were working on and thought was due Friday was due that day! So we worked like the blazes, and I slunk out a tired man. Hija had called me and invited me over, but heard me speak once I left and said I was too tired, and I was. But somehow I managed to get myself into going over the day after to give her the corporate gym bag et al that I had got from Keith, so I didn’t mind so much. Had a bit of a talk later in the evening that was a bit sad, as hija wasn’t sure what to do with our situations, and then I crashed out.

The next day was pretty blah at work, and I shot out after 5 to get to hija’s. I ended up getting there before her! So I waited at Dunkin Donuts. After a while, she appeared at the window and came in to get me, and I swear one of the people sitting there looked quite happy at just watching us. Although at this point I really didn’t know what to expect. And then, walking outside, a guy stopped and said I was handsome and basically hit on me. I really didn’t expect that. Got to hija’s, one thing led to another and we kissed again. For three hours. WOOOO. And my eyes were really green and I had messy hair and I got a late train home but I was happy, delighted really as I had been kissing this lovely girl again. One thing that I will remember is hija saying to me, as we were cuddling each other, “I hope it snows lots tomorrow and you have to stay over”, as I was going to meet her for dinner and there was a SNOW HURRICANE coming.

Thursday arrived, and so did the SNOW HURRICANE. It wasn’t as fearsome as it sounds, it wasn’t like 70 miles per hour winds or anything. But it did snow a lot and hija’s class got cancelled, so I went over to her place to help her with a paper and have dinner cooked for me. Oh, nachos with steak They were really yummy though! And then we kissed a while, then hija started to study and I played with my phone and then a mis-hap occurred and I got told to leave but we sorted that out and then a quick look out the window and I definitely wasn’t going anywhere! And so I stayed the night… which meant lots of delicious kisses and then passions rose and we had sex for the first time. And it felt really good, like how sex is supposed to feel. Sex sex sex. YES. And we fell asleep, naked and cuddling…

Woke up, still naked and so I woke up hija by sucking on her chocolate nipple. And then started to have sex with her again until she got a phone call. I love sleeping with hija, it’s just so relaxing and lovely. Ended up going to work in the snow, spoke with hija a lot and then went to bed at 8pm, a very happy young man. As things seemed to be getting better and better.

Saturday came, and so did another day to spend with hija. I was going to meet her after her class finished, but first I had some errands to run – ended up going to Macy’s and buying a couple of shirts. Couple more stops and I made it to Fordham. Hija said she needed to work, so we went back to her place and I was determined to prove that I could not be a distraction. We kissed a little and then I cooked lunch, making a pasta sauce. I then went into another room whilst hija worked, reading and finding songs for my next mix, and occasionally going to give hija a quick break from work with a couple of kisses. =D It seemed such an… adult thing to do. I particularly liked it when I kissed hija and went to leave and she said “kiss me!” so I needed no telling twice and did as I was told. That was pretty much the whole evening but it was very enjoyable… it seems that I can do anything with hija and have a great time which is excellent. And plus she is really pretty and a lovely person which helps too, hahaha.

Sunday was spent doing random things. I went to Macy’s in the morning to exchange a shirt, did some shopping after in LI and then tidied up and just relaxed. A lazy day.

Monday was a day of unexpected pleasure. And it all went so bad too! As my computer turned itself off at work and decided not to do auto-recovery on the files I was working on. I told hija, and she said to come over and she would cheer me up with the massage things I bought from Lush. This seemed like an excellent deal, and so I met her as she got off the bus from the gym. BUT. Tragedy. A new rule. No more kisses. This rule lasted about 10 minutes, but it was fun in a teasing way. Then we had kisses, and took turns massaging each other (my massage that I gave was really good apparently, which is always nice to know) and then… we had sex again. AND MY WORD. It was amazing. It really was. It just felt so good. I had to come out to finish though as we had no condoms and so I… sucked her toes and wanked off. lololol. Well it had been a while! But wow… hija is just amazing.

Although this apparently triggered something as she felt bad the next day and said no more sex. Sigh. I hate my situation. I am only living with my soon-to-be-ex-wife and her family out of necessity. I can’t afford elsewhere yet! But I hate the way the rules are. We are separated, and our relationship is as dead as Napoleon is. But because it is expensive to get a divorce, we are not divorced yet. I hate it. I want to be free and hija’s. Because I hate it that ‘officially’ she is the other woman. When in actual fact she is the only woman, and I hate having to leave her after we have sex, and I think she is amazing. But that is the rules for you.

Anyway, hija ended up having a bad day yesterday, so I went over to cheer her up. My orders were to go to Whole Foods and get guacamole. Need anything else, I enquired? Only you, but Whole Foods don’t sell you, was the response =D. So I turned up with my guacamole and had some kisses, and then hija fed me and her whilst we watched Jeopardy like adults, and then we went to her matrix-vortex bed where once we are in we can’t leave and time flies by, I gave her a naked massage and we fucked once again =D =D =D. Wow, I love sleeping with her. And then she gave me the beginning of a foot job after, but I didn’t want to spend a long time so I just finished myself off and we cuddled for ages and I left her naked in bed… I wish I could always be naked in bed with hija. Although she does look good in my shirts too, so maybe she could wear them sometimes.

Today was lame though. Nothing at work and then I tripped on a paving slab and ripped my suit trousers. I am going to speak with my lawyer tomorrow to find out who is liable for this negligence and ask them to replace my pants. It makes me feel a bit like an asshole but at the same time, my fucking suit is ruined.

So that was the last ten days. It is really all about hija. I can’t believe my luck almost. After being stuck with a girl who seemed to delight only in telling me I was ugly, awful and just an overall waste, I seem to have found a beautiful woman who thinks I am handsome and awesome and a catch. All I need to do is save up and move out and then truly begin my first proper adult relationship. And who better to do it with, if it gets to it, than hija? Whatever happens… I have enjoyed this affair or whatever we should call it. I hope it lasts as long as it can. So thank you, hija. You have made me feel like a man again.